There are many beautiful things about Japan. The things I see on YouTube make me want to visit and experience the culture. However, I know how they feel about gaijins or gaigokujin, to put it politely. There are plenty of videos explaining other reasons why people who like Japan and move over, end up hating living there. It is tough to deal with their way of life when you come from a western country. Especially with their way of working. But I don't want to settle down there; I just want to visit it. I'm sorry for your experience there and thank you for sharing it.